Desultory

There's a calm in the silence of night. A soothing feeling of pure peace,but how many of us exactly get to enjoy that peace? I for one, sure am not one of those people. I often find myself lost in my own thoughts. My mind is a prisoner of it's thoughts and it's something I haven't been able to escape.How many of us build invisible walls around ourselves? how many of us wish and hope to run from the reality that is so bitter.I did not choose this life.Sometimes the worst place you can be is in your head… it’s one of those nights,I find myself, my mind precisely wandering… with scattered thoughts. Here’s a little something, bits and bobs of recent events that has unfolded in my life;

If love is a mirror, I wish I could show him the true face that I often hide

But babe! He won’t listen,when my lips are open

He slowly closes his own 

Surges so bright, so fast that I become whirlwind,

Vortex, 

We were bathing in laughter, laughing at our dreams

The mirror man said whose the lion here hiding beneath that coat?  

Don’t you tell him you love him for he will steal your soul 

Staring at the wall, I sit, 

Entering your field of vision, not your thoughts 

And you’re out there to wonder, sunflowers facing the ground 

I start to wonder where the good sun’s gone 

A feeling of being,on the way of leaving

Arriving, but hardly of being present